As you all will know, I'm crawling back into my workspace.
Being worked harder than usual, and seriously, nothing tastes better than the response.

I thank my wonderful classmates on your input for our ideas this week. Truly couldn't have done it without your feedbacks.
PaperPlane Production will work their hardest to put our conceptual work into reality.
Cheer us on then : )

I was feeling a little insecure and inferior lately when I saw that maybe I haven't done enough for my Portfolio Presentation.
I mean, everyone was presenting their layout ideas on PHOTOSHOP files and ILLUSTRATOR files.
And all I did was that I done my homework on researching on the style I wanted to aim for, the style I was aiming for (ART NOUVEAU, YEAH BEBEH, BABITSKY HERE I COME) 2 pages worth of icons, how the layout test looked like without borders and some more rough layout sketches.
Plus a little more sugar and spice on ideas, debating on pros and cons.
Yeah.
But I thank gourd that it's finalized. Now I can REALLY go into drawing clear formed lines and neater thumbs instead of epic stickman on paper with vector trees and lousy borderlines, since I know which direction I am heading for. Glad to know that NOT all of the icons I've designed won't be used for my portfolio website.
Many thanks to Reuben for the insight. You have been a really awesome tutor XD I thank you for the generous marks too.
I'm glad that I get to do what I do best now.
The world's not my oyster but hey, a project with self-expression and clearly screams VANITY and SELF is the best project ever.
I hearts this class XD
(Although this project must come 2nd to my heart as FINAL PROJECT must always be first in line, on par with Character Animation)

Back to ideas, ideas and more ideas.
One month down, 6 more months to go.
Wish me luck, really.

YIN:
I promise to update more of my works for you to see.
Am currently working on something now so maybe you'll see it.
I hope you like the Domo-kun for now : D

It's actually been a long time since I've posted on Livejournal.
Believe me, this is no easy task.

So far life has been really kind on this end of the earth. I'm glad to say I'm pretty blessed with a lot of good people in my life who emerged in my need during one of my horrible periods of my life, so I can never thank them enough for everything they've done for me: It's just really great to know that there are at least some few good people left in this world.

A rough idea on things on how it is, since I last updated. This is for you, Rae and Yin, since I have been absent for a really long time. *salutes* Sorries. Especially to Yinneh. Thanks for still stalking meh on Facebook: I still do stalk you on your blog when I have time =3

Life's been alright. May had been a really shitty month; not a really good way to start off the beginning of the new term, IMHO but I guess I sorted it out and things have been pretty okay since =] Many thanks definitely goes to my friends Jo, Chen, Ting and Chris for letting me spend a night at their place. I'm glad to have learned a few things or two from you and *laugh* I'm still learning but hey, that's part of life =]

June, what can I say? It's a stable month, I guess. Miss a few things, went for a few things. Oh, did we tell you we won the Karaoke Competition at the Anicon in Sunway? Yup, we sure did (With our sure-as-heck lack of practices XD) but it was a good memory for me. At least. I'm happy to have spent that day with Rachel. Also to Charlie and Kero and Megu, who were also there. Group hug to my team =] Nice to meet Lilian too for the first time =D And all the other people who were there who I met who I just CAN'T REMEMBER their names (Sorries).
But oh! Thousand thanks to Nyan for showing up. You've been really great support =3

July! Eric's Birthday Bash was just great. A few bunch of friends, gathering, and we had a few laughs and all. And then I was thrown back into my prison for more work, more paperwork, and more clicking on the damn pivot points who don't seem to align themselves straight XD ARGH. But all was good. I had a fun month watching like 21 times of Wong Kar Wai's In The Mood For Love for my thesis, and frankly speaking, I'm still in love with the movie (Say what you want about it, Wong Kar Wai is a genius to me XD) I learned from this team project that communication is really fucking important and I mean, really fucking important. I've had a fair share of moments, which I'm glad I have Chen to rant to, hahaha.

August! Nearly the end of the month, *wheeze*
Nothing much to say about here. All I know was that my mind's so cooped up with work that nothing, really, NOTHING else really could be accomplished at all. But by the end of August, I had a great session at Manga Class =] A really awesome experience, honestly. I feel like Saiko and Shujin from Bakuman - did I mention how awesome a G-Pen is? Well, if I haven't, a G-Pen is winsome, and that's how the story ends =] Had a great time with Chris and Tanyus before they left for the UK: I'm seriously missing y'all now! XD I love our K session: It was awesome. Went back to my hometown for a really (And I mean, really) short 3 days trip, which by the next day, my new term begins. Did I say my term break was only one week? It is, sadly. This is probably the last holiday I'll ever get.

September! War begins XD This is where my really long period of term begins.
Wenji came to visit me on my birthday, which I am REALLY grateful for (Since I haven't seen her in ages, gourd I love you XD) and I ice-skated for the first time in 21 years (not ashamed to admit it. I never really saw the need to actually ice-skate) Ice-cream cake was love and everything has been love so far. I'm good with work, final project's looking up and I'm glad to say, being a banana isn't so bad after all.

At the end of it all, I'm a sort of new me. I've gotten rid of a few bad apples in my life, and yes, that's all good. Who am I pleasing anyway? This is my life, my future; so how I want to lead it and end it is all my shit, not yours =]

So, to cap it all, this is how it's been. A really long list of what I've learned along the way =D

• Never attempt walking from PJS9 to Mentari Court in the middle of the night and back in the wee hours of the morning. It's bad for legs who aren't trained for far-distance walking or lacking in exercise
• Running in the night never felt so good. If only the cops weren't patrolling.
• Friends are those who like being with you. Real friends are those who love you unconditionally =]
• Staying overnight doesn't mean you'll get most work done. If you plan well, you don't really have to stay overnight.
• Have a certain degree to treat people during meetings. When they want to be treated like adults, reason with them like one. When they behave like children, give them a smack on their bottoms and just tell them to go have some rootbeer, play house while the rest of us adults discuss BIG STUFF =]
• Crying is a good salvation at times.
• Five Flowers Tea is great for sleep. But not great when you have to get up to pee every hour.
• Life seems much better when you have something to lean on. Literally. Preferably a someone, too =]

At the end of it all, I'm happy.
I'm going back to researching my work, while downloading lots of other work.
Quote Shujin and Saiko today for their awesome face

Many thanks to my 68-1 friends on Monday for the ARCADE SESSION. YEAH BEBEH, WE SHALL PLAY MOAR BISHI-BASHIS 8D
Also, many thanks to MM68 for the CHILLOUT Acoustic Session we had at the lab ; D It was awesome possum stuff. Definitely.
A bit hectic nowadays with my schedules here and there, I'm driving myself nuts ARGHGHH XDDDD
Christopher! I won't ever TRUST you again on timings of movies~! YOU SAID THE MOVIE WAS 2 HOURS XD;;
Got to meet my marketing team mates- Hopefully can resolve things with them : )

OH. CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEKLY THURSDAY "EMO" YAMCHA SESSIONS 8D
Let us all unite, fellow DG siblings and drink merrily  to our crazy assignments to come! XD BANZAI~!
Many thanks to Terence for initiating this ; D Let's make this happen, kufufufufu.

This post is public again because...!!!
My MM peepz can't read this hahahaha ; D

I love you, love you, love you, you and YOUUUUUU~<3

God, I'm high, hahahaha.


Also, dearly beloved friends:
Starting from today onwards, I will not have any Internet Connection as I will be moving to my new room~
No moniez to invest in lappy yet, but still looking for a skim cepat kaya... HAHAHA 8D
So, blogging will be less, as you can see now. I've tried getting on LJ several times but I tell you, connexion is evil: so is a bottle of Saxby's and Wong Kar-wai films. Do expect to see less posts from now on because I cannot guarantee how often I'll post up anything ; D
But, if you need to reach me at all cost, my mobile number is once again, reachable this time : )
If you really need me to talk to you online, call me, and I'd rush to the CC for you in 10 minutes** : D
But I'd advise you guys not to call on a Thursday morning. I'd be asleep XD;

So yay.
Gughey, please message me on MSN about this Thursday thing orz
We haz jet enjin failures, ma panda-sheep-cow-squid cat D:

On the lighter note people, SEE YOU IN COLLEGE : D

**Subject may change depending on Rin's ability to wake up.

I am begging everyone who read my journal.
Please save Hetalia.

As for the nationalistic Koreans who signed the petition...
*SMACKS*

: < Italy has more reasons to protest than you.

SAVE HETALIA BY SIGNING YOUR NAME HERE IN THIS PETITION
Note: You don't have to be a LJ-user to sign this : <

-googoogajoob-

I am back into Spitz Mode. (Yay)

I was thinking of joining a few more forums, 'cause I'm tired of being a nomad and be committed to one.
But then again, there's not a single forum that interests me too much.
A bit sick of these 'anime-based' forums (minus Animescores. You are still my dead first love).
COME ON PEOPLE!
SUGGEST ME SOMETHING AWESOME~ D:


Where was I?
...
I DEMAND A RIOT! : DDD
And Yusuke x Hero Doujinshis!!!!
AND MORE 8018 from Yoneda Kou-Sensei!!!
Or Lucky from Ciel-sensei!!
OMAIGOD JUST GIMME SOMETHING TO CHEW ON.

-googoogajoob-

</div></div>I can't comprehend it myself, nor be able to express it through words.
But I really want to let this out.
I don't care who reads it anymore - It doesn't matter.



This is my informal letter to those 5 special men.

To you,
I know you are always with me. I have often regretted breaking you. Sometimes to the point that I keep blaming myself if it was my fault for walking out on you when you were always, always hanging onto that thin rope. Desperately, deep inside, I have always wanted you to save me. 'Hold me'. 'Stay by my side.' 'Tell me it's all going to be okay between us.' Those are the words the child in me 7 years ago, pleading for a savior. I always tried to forget that day, and I know how much I've tried to drown my misery away by smiling. I know those 7 years together we shared our fair ups and downs, and that we never really understood each other. We were just hoping that our fairytale ending would last - where the prince who has met his princess would ride off to the sunset, pushing through all the hardships and live happily ever after - wasn't that what we always wanted to believe in? Heh... I guess I was still young then. Our age difference is a huge gap, despite the fact we try to hide it and say it's alright, we'll pull through... somehow. Maybe I just wanted you to keep by my side... and just for once, give me a simple gesture of love. Don't tell me you love me - Words don't show me. Touch my face. Hold my hand. Hold me. I'm only human - it's only natural to want all these things, right? I still find it hard to get over you not being around here anymore - It hurts not being able to apologize to the one man I would never see again. If I could repent, I'd cry for you a well full of tears. Maybe I'm just using you as an excuse to not be able to forgive myself. Hahaha... how unslightly. This was not the girl you fell in love with, didn't you? I'm still the same crybaby, always clinging onto someone when I need him the most. But I changed a lot, because of you, and that is something I must thank you for, even though it was something you didn't expect it to be. I know that you are watching over me, so I want the world to know this... That I did love you. That I never regretted being with you. And thankful that you were my first. God bless you soul.

To you,
It's been 7 years. Everytime I meet you, I fall in love with you all over again. It's strange. You were the affection I sought when he couldn't give me enough. I was just a leech, hoping that someday you would love me. But things like that don't happen. My words choke. My chest tightens. My body burns. And things are left unsaid. You know, at every gathering, I always hoped to see you. And you would always be there, when I turn. Just when I thought I got over you, I fall in love with you all over again. But I'm growing up - I can't keep harping on you, hoping that you will return me what I want. I question myself sometimes, if I accomplished that goal, would I ever be happy as I believed I would have been? Maybe. But I'm a pessimist - Eternity never lasts. Human affections sustains as long as someone feels that constant amount of affection given. I'm afraid I'm not that type to give you that constant affection you need. Maybe I have mistook your brotherly affections back then as something I sought out which I couldn't attain. Despite the years, I am always the little girl you saw back then. And to me, you remained the same person who gave that same kind of affection and stare... I am going to find that one day, when I turn my head, you won't be there. I'd cry. I'd run and hide. I might even throw a little fit. But I will get over you. I'm not afraid to meet you eye-to-eye now.

To you,
In that short period of 5 years, we have become the closest of all closest friends. There was no one who understood me like you did. You knew the exact time to call, you knew the exact lines to say, in fact I could even say that you were my other half. But we couldn't be the lovers we wanted to be. You were a dreamer, and I... I was being real to myself. Still, we're still the bestest of best friends, are we not? No, not friends. We have transcended friendship and love, maybe even family. Our relationship is just as beautiful as it is - and I'm happy with the way things are. I can't hide anything from you... even if I tried : ) You just knew me, the real me, and that is something no one could ever accomplish in life. And I am happy. Always happy when it's you. And calls from Korea always works for me ; D

To you,
I used to believe that my fate will change. I fell in love for the artist in you. In fact, I was happy like this; a relationship without any attachments, with less commitments but only one rule to play. I gave you the freedom to do anything you want and the one thing you could at least give me was your trust. You agreed. But slowly, you grew into the green-eyed demon and I became so tied down, there were times I wanted to leave but I stayed, hoping that you'd change. My convictions couldn't be proved, and I realize that staying with you even more will kill me even more by the day. I don't regret loving you, but I don't regret leaving you either. I am not one who would be able to live an honest relationship without trust. Long distance relationships don't always work - and I'm a believer.

To you,
I am happy that you are always here with me, even until now. But our fates aren't too happy. Even though we're that close, we just never meet up. Isn't that strange? But I love your honesty. I love everything about you, even though what people tell you. I feel like a high schooler again, having a huge crush on her senior. That's figurative speech - for... how do you put it? Ah, innocence. Even though you didn't have the right words to say, you were always so kind and so honest with me. And that's what I love about you. I know that we'll never meet again, our paths just never seem to cross, do they? But the brief period of time we had made me happy. And I am thankful for having you in my life. There's a part of me that just screams "Please stop being so kind to me. That's so cruel." I wonder if you ever noticed that - and yet you repeat it all the time. It breaks me. Still... you're a part of my life that I want to look back as the one I could've said something but I didn't say anything at all. If we do ever meet up again, maybe I could say it to you. If that is my feelings can sustain that lengthy period. Still, I know that you will achieve your dreams- you're already on your way to making it come true. And I will go on my own path. And that's how we grow up.

With all that said,
I am ready to move on with my life.
: )
I apologize to all my girls that I have caused so much grief, to all the men that I have hurt throughout my pain, and to all the rest of the people who deserves an apology from me for everything I have done.
I thank you for always being there with me.

My heart feels lighter now.

-googoogajoob-

My wonderful memo to the lecturers who don't have the proper courtesy to answer emails, the idiots who are too stupid to see their own wrongs and seem to take mine like some plague, idiots who are total assholes who just don't bother to reply even though you're being nice to them and even bother to start a fucking convo with them, jerks who really don't know when to call it quits, bitches who really need to get a life instead of using my phone as some crisis hotline, and the other et ceteras in life that annoy me to the point that I am biting my nails, trying to surpress my own anger:


No, I'm not going to take down this post.
It's too stupid to do so. I have the right to be angry on my very own blog.
So screw you if you just don't like it : P

So I'm saying "TO HELL WITH YOU" to a bunch of idiots who are existing in my life... or no longer exist now.
: ) Thanks for making life a truly wonderment of a ballyhoo circus.

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I have to stop forcing myself to smile despite the situation.
It's stupid.
Why must I smile when I feel deep down inside I'm fucking furious and annoyed?
....
...
..
Maybe.
Maybe if I smile too much, they'll get annoyed.
No, they're pretty much too straight to get my point.
I should just blow a few fuses and start a riot.
: ) Sounds like fun. Someone, offer me some vodka so I can go wild and crazy.
Or you can be a part of my Vodka Brigade - beating the shite out of people like a mad drunkard.
And if they do die, even better.
; D
And this is the part where I scream in agony and anger.
AAAAAAAAARGH~!!!! : DDDDDDD

-googoogajoob-

I apologize for the double posting but this cannot wait no longer.
NO, as I promised earlier in my earlier post, I said I will update when I gets news!
AND I DID. With very exciting news.

And apparently, my prime suspects guesses were RIGHT-ON.
So yes, 07-Ghost has officially a cast list >D
Prepare your nosebleeds.
(YIN-UKE: I WAS RIGHT. THIS GIVES YOU MORE REASON TO WATCH IT NOW >DDD)

Before I begin, to the people who don't know what 07-Ghost about, I shall copy-pastes the plot summary, courtesy of ANN (Because I'm lazy to dissect the entire manga for you : P I would, but I lack time now. SLEEP IS OF THE ESSENCE)

07-GHOST
Set in a gothic fantasy world, this is the story of Teito Klein, an orphaned slave who became the top military academy student. However, an unexpected turn of events left him pursued by the forces of the Barsburg Empire. Now an escaping convict, Teito's sheltered by the church and it’s law of sanctuary. Here, he discovered many mysteries surrounding himself, the church, and the Empire itself. The fact that he might be connected to a dethroned king and the mystical stone of god, 'The Eye of Mikhail' made him the target of the empire more than ever. Fortunately the church is under the mythical 7 Ghost protection. But who are the Ghosts really. Will Teito be free from the military's clutch, And what of his said mission to uncover the history? Who is the military's Chief-of-Staff, Ayanami exactly? Teito's future seems to have spiraled into an unexpectedly perilous path.

Rin's note: I forgot to mention: PREPARE YOURSELF FOR SHOUNEN AI HINTS
=) It's hidden. If you're curious, you can try to underline it : D

Alright~~
And on to the wonderful cast.

CAST LIST (OY VAY)

• Teito Klein テイト=クライン is played by the wonderful Saiga Mitsuki (斎賀みつき), who is very well famous for her role as Kyo Kara Maoh's Wolfram, Nabari no Ou's Yoite and Gurren Lagann's Rosseau (I can see where this is going)

 

• Frau フラウis played (I seriously had my suspicions and I was right) by the most awesome Suwabe Junichi (諏訪部順一), who is most famous for his roles (I think I repeated this too many times) as Fate/Stay night's Archer, Amatsuki's Bonten, X/1999's Fuuma and Final Fantasy VII's Tseng. (I so expected this. Ha! I WAS RIGHT XD)

 

• Castor カストル is played by (This one was a miss for me. I didn't expect it either) Chiba Susumu (千葉進歩), who is famous for his roles as Hikaru no Go's Sai, Gintama's Kondou and Papa to Kiss in the Dark's Hino Kazuki.

 

• Labrador ラブラドール is played by (Is it me, or is this like a hire-one-get-the-other-party-free thing? I missed out on this guy too. My bad XD;)  Miyata Kouki (宮田幸季), famous for his roles as Kyo Kara Maoh's Ken Murata, Tactics' Kantarou (Who I still love, adore and worship) and Kirepapa's Takatsukasa Rijyuu. (Mum, I believe I found happiness)

 

• Ayanami アヤナミ is played by (Also unexpected. Seriously) by Hayami Sho (速水 奨), who is well known for his potrayals as Ai no Kusabi's Raool, Trigun's Nicholas D. Wolfwood (Who I love to bits) and Yakitate! Japan's Mesiter Kirisaki.

 

• Hyuuga ヒュウガ is played by (I didn't put bets on this character) Hamada Kenji (浜田賢二), who plays (the ever so handsome and suave) Honey and Clover's Nomiya (<3333),  ParaKisu's George (<3333) and Skip! Beat's Takenori.

 

• Kuroyuri クロユリ(who I really can't stand in the manga) is played by Saito Chiwa (斎藤千和), who is famous for her roles as Keroro Gunsou's Natsumi, Last Exile's Lavie and Zombie Loan's Yuuta.

 

• Konatsu コナツ is played by  Kishio Daisuke (岸尾だいすけ), famous for his roles as Junjou Romantica's Shinobu (Yes, Rae- You can fangirls now), Vampire Knight's Kaname, and Detroit Metal City's Negishi-kun. ... Why do I get the feeling he fits this role oh-so-well? XD

 

• Haruse ハルセ (I like him) is played by Hatano Wataru (羽多野渉), who is famous for his roles as Monochrome Factor's Shuichi Nagatsuma, Ouran's Kasanoda (HUUUUUUUHHHHHHH) and Okane ga Nai's Misao.

 

• Katsuragi カツラギ will be voiced by (I knew he was going to be in this, but didn't exactly fall for the character I expected him to be) Nakai Kazuya (中井和哉), who is famous as Gintama's Hijikata, FFX's Wakka and XXXholic's Doumeki.

 

• Shuri シュリ (God, another one I can't stand) will be voiced by Irino Miyu (入野自由), who is famous for his roles as Kingdom Hearts' Sora, Eyeshield's Sena and Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles' Syaoran. ... I have the feeling my hatred just increased by 10 points.

 

• Bastien バスティン (YAY) is going to be voiced by Kirii Daisuke (桐井大介), who is famous for his roles as Ouran's Mori-senpai (I hearts. AT LAST.), Amatsuki's Kurotobi and Utawarerumono's Oboro.

 

• The Bishop ファーザー（神父）is going to be voiced by Hidenobu Kiuchi (木内秀信), famous for his roles as Darker than Black's Hei, Katekyo! Hitman Reborn's Ryohei and NANA's Ren.

 

• Miroku ミロク will be played by Senda Mitsuo (千田光男), famous for his roles in Blue Dragon's King of Jibral, Golgo 13 Dave McCartney and YuYu Hakusho(Yes, I actually watched this)'s Seiryu.

 

• King(of Raggs) 国王 will be played by Takahashi Hiroki (高橋広樹), who is famous for his roles as Gundam SeeD's Arthur, Bus Gamer's Saito, and PuriTeni's Eiji (and he will also be playing Hetalia's Japan)

This is not just a speculation.
Although this isn't up yet, in the Drama CD, he was that character.
Chances are again that he will be in the anime (OF COURSE THEY HAVE TO).
And if they do, my prediction stands still >D
Who am I talking about?

• Hakuren ハクレン (If you must know, I hearts this character to death. My love for him is right now on par as my love for the first love of mine on this manga, Frau) is going to be voiced by none other than my love, Fukuyama Jun (福山 潤), who is famous for his goddamn many roles  Code Geass' Lelouch, Amatsuki's Tokidoki, Kuroshitsuji's Grell, Macross Frontier's Luca, Loveless' Yayoi, Okane ga Nai's Yukiya Ayase, Switch's Etou Kai, Vampire Knight's Aidou, XXXholic's Watanuki, not to mention he was in games and Drama CDs as DOLLS' Tamao, Togainu no Chi's Rin, Granado Espada's Vincent Rio, Final Fantasy Dissidia's Onion Knight, and (my first love, since Form 1) Luc from Radio Gensosuikoden =D
  

I know, I know! But I'm a FukuJun fan. You can't tell me no! T___T

There. So liek, I happies. Very the happies.
FukuJun, please seriously consider playing Hakuren, who is my ultimate favorite character in that manga and I can't see anyone else playing that role except you and Takahiro Sakurai *cough* so please, please, please let it be FukuJun!

Okay, I end my note there ;D
I think I covered like every single fucking character there is (and have been announced). Although I'm surprised they haven't announced the seiyuu for the role of  Teito's best friend, Mikage ミカゲ : < I hear it's Daisuke Namikawa (one of my hitlist).
But if the other Daisuke takes it up or Akira Ishida, I will be happy.
PLEASE LET IT BE ONE OF THEM AND I WILL BE HAPPY XD;;;

*cough* Okay, my ranting's done. Enjoy, you evil people : P
This gives you NO EXCUSES now NOT to watch or read 07-Ghost.

-googoogajoob-

I don't know whether I should feel happy or to feel sad.
I end my first day of college today by hitting the sacks earlier and still getting up late.
Maybe it's because I didn't sleep the whole night the night before.

I woke up with a horrible headache and a fever. Huzzah.

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I tell you, the devil has it for me.
I thought I won't spend anything this week.
BUT WHO KNEW THAT OF ALL THINGS
IT HAD TO BE THERE
AND OF ALL THINGS: IT HAD TO BE THE LAST BOX
....
....
orz I'm sorry, my brains. I couldn't resist.
The powers of the Square Enix Character Boxes Set 3 had to appear.
I mean, I don't mind skipping Tidus or Aerith...
BUT WE'RE TALKING ABOUT BALTHIER AND HIS HOT BUNNY PARTNER HERE!
How can I?
... So I ended up booking it.

Ah well, look on the brightside- I have almost all of them now  : )

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I have to seriously cut down on Cosplans. Like seriously.
So this year, my plans from 6 has been chopped perfectly into 4.
Maybe even 3.
What they are - I can't tell you just yet.
I'm putting on hold WoG3 and another one (no speculation here) for the time being.
Reasons are I don't think they are of importance yet.
They will be.

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HETALIAAAAAAAAAAA~
Aren't you suppose to be airing pretty soon?
That reminds me, I haven't seen Goth yet.
Anyone has the movie in their hands, LET ME KNOW - I MUST HAVE KANA-CHAN!

*cough* And now back to my updates with Hetalia.

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OHH! OHH!
I was going to end there, but then I saw some juicy stuff : D
Here, to note, all the juicy things I have missed that maybe some of you missed:

• Ai no Kusabi is becoming an ANIME. YES~! The cast, we shall all cross our fingers and HOPE that they are still the same people.
• CLAMP's Kobato. is going to become an anime too : D (YAY)

LOL.
And now, I spam with some nice vids of things I NEED TO WATCH.
Among them are the:

• Second Trailer for GOTH [I was having a fap happytime watching it. When Kana-chan said "Artisto nan da yo, hannin wa." (With the gory hand in the background), I nosebled in happiness. Did anyone catch the awesome equipments there? It's a helluva happy torture to me : D Takanashi Rin makes an awesome Morino Yoru but GOD, the smirk on Kana-chan's face is PERFECT as his role for Boku. AGHHHH I want the movie so badly now]

 

• Hetalia Trailer.  Anime is releasing on the 24th of January.
• Maria Holic trailer. Already released, apparently. (CROSSDRESSING MALE?! YES PLEASE)

Enjoy bebehs~<3-googoogajoob-

Well, tomorrow college starts and I'm still pretty hooked on Persona 4.
Although I can't wait for college to start!
I'm excited.
Honestly, really excited.

Right now, I am hoping to convince my parents to let me go to S'pore for the FF Distant Worlds Concert this May. I really, really want to go for it T___T It's like a once in a lifetime chance, and I know that if I don't take this opportunity now, I will never get it again. So, I have to really work hard to balance my timetable now, then start looking for a part-time job around Sunway. With hope, I do accomplish everything with absolute perfection. And with hope, I can meet you at the concert = ) I haven't finished my part of the bargain so I really want to give it to you, and hope it's not the last time I will ever see you.

OOH, speaking of excitements, I look at this year's releases so far for the J-Music scene and it looks pretty promising. I haven't been listening to new stuff as I should be BUT this proves that I must carefully choose what I really want to listen to =) So, yes, I will share with you some releases which I think may be QUITE PROMISING to the ears.
(Note: Although most of the songs below are more to what I really like to listen to, so : P Don't hit me if you don't see anything that you know will be up but isn't on my list. I apologize for this inconvenience XD)

Jan 2009

Shoko Nakagawa's Magic Time album already released earlier this year - I haven't the chance to listen to it yet.
Coming this 7th, Remioromen will release a new single 'Yume no Tsuboshi' as well as Hideaki 'Tackey' Takizawa will be releasing a new single 'Ai Kakumei' (Love Revolution). Hmm... Interesting. Also BaseBall Bear will be releasing both a single (LOVE MATHEMATHICS) and an album (Kanzenkan "Band B ni tsuite" Compilation Album) that day as well.
On the 14th, we have plenty of albums and singles releasing this day (Is there a significance? Comment please to let me know). GO! GO! 7188's Futasika Tashika, Yamada Yu's My All, SID's 2 Dome no Kanojo, Stephanie's Pride ~A Part of Me~ Ft. SRM,and BUCK-TICK's Galaxy are among the few singles released that day while alice nine's Vandalize and (of course, this one is a MUST for ME) Ma'aya Sakamoto's Kazeyomi are among the albums released that day as well.
On the 21st, Nana Mizuki will be releasing her 'Shin Ai' single while May'n's May'n☆Street album is also released on this date. This will be May'n's first solo album to date as May'n, not Nakajima May = ).
On the 28th, among the singles that will be relased, I'm really looking forward for Gackt's Ghost (Which I hope will be a better one than his Jesus Christ single). Other singles that are releasing that day are Kinki Kids' Yakusoku, Kato Miliyah's 20-Cry-, Back-on's flyaway, Nishino Kana's MAKE UP, Nakajima Megumi's Tenshi ni Naritai and Spontania's Ima Demo Zutto feat. Yuna Ito. Albums that you should look forward to on that day are Koda Kumi's TRICK,  and FLOW's #5.

Feb 2009

I'm going to simplify things now as I go. When I do find my stars, I'll put it up as my recommendations : )
For now, it's just dates and the (*) for MUST-HAVE.

4th
Singles

• Kitade Nana - Tsukihana (*) [AT LAST, IT WILL BE OUT]
• My Little Lover - Oto no Nai Sekai (*) [After a long time of hibernation, I really want this single!]
• chatmonchy - Last Love Letter

Albums

• GO! GO! 7188 - Antenna
• Kra = Life - Today Is A Very Good Day To Die
• Muramasa - Muramasa (The Best)

11th
Singles

• THE GOSPELLERS - 1,2,3 For 5 (*) [You CANNOT NOT HAVE this single]
• Stereo Pony - Namida no Mukou

18th
Albums

• BUCK-TICK - Memento mori
• Wakeshima Kanon - Shinshoku Dolce
• Joe Hisaishi - Piano Stories V(*)
• UVERworld -[album title is still unknown] 

25th
Singles

• abingdon boys school - Strength
• Otsuka Ai - Bye Bye
• Rie fu - PRESENT

Albums

• FictionJunction - Everlasting Songs (*) [I highly recommend to all Yuki fans]
• Angela Aki - ANSWER

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Well, that's all I have for now.
I think there're prolly a lot more than I think I should have but yeah, those are the ones I'm eyeing for at the moment  =D
Let's make merry, people.

-googoogajoob-

... *cough* Before I go on with my updates of some New Year crap and whatnot,
I'd love to tell the people who have always been supporting me with their love and support
Even though I've been pessimistic about it
And the fact that I had to rush a day of  FLASH and submit earlier than the deadline


Yes, my sayangs, I passed : D
I was so sure I wasn't going to pass Seamus' class but what the heck, the results were better than I thought that even I myself could't bring myself to believe I scored that much for that class because I was so sure I was the weakest in class and that my lecturer was sure to fail me because I was really bad at that subject at the very beginning like ZOMGIHEARTSYOUSEAMUS

*cough*
Okay, on with the show : D

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Aiyor, some idiot told me to write my 2009 resolutions and nonsense up here.
And I'm going to say SCREW THAT because resolutions NEVER work, okay?
So, I'm just going to update with what I thought was the best of 2008. Okay? OGHEEEI~<3

And so now, the Rin-nonsense Awards begins...

Best Moment of 2008
... 2008? What do I remember most about it? Well, I've had plenty of memorable moments, that I can say - were there any better moments than that? I am not really sure though... ... ... I mean, if I had to choose what moment it was...
I would say that it would be my early birthday outing with Wenji and Kero. It was earlier than the original date but I was happy to be able to spend it with the two of my Alices : ) We didn't go K this time round, but we did Puri, we ate nonsense, we had NONSENSE PHOTOS -definitely- It was a really short outing together but it was awesome on the wholesome. So, YES, I hearts all my Alices - I wish the other 2 Alices/KKP Admins were there with me though ; )

Best Horror Story of 2008
Needless to say, the most horrific story of 2008 would be THAT I PASSED JASON'S CLASS AFTER SO LONG. I mean, failing the class twice - WHAT IN THE WORLD WAS I EXACTLY THINKING?! It was damn easy to pass, but I had so many setbacks, I can't believe I let people drag me down in a subject I could easily pass - That is a tragedy and a horror story and probably an episode in my life I want to erase so badly in my life but it'd prolly stick. But yes, I'm glad the worst is over.

Best Embarassing Moment of 2008
It's embarassing but I'm not going to keep it all a secret.That's the fun of embarassment - You are meant to have a good laugh at yourself for being a total idiot. So yes, my most embarassing moment would be the fact that I CALLED KERO'S MOM, BABBLED ABOUT FOR ALMOST 2 MINUTES, THINKING SHE WAS CARMEN, IN FRONT OF KERO. It was horrific, I tell you. It was so shocking - I kept talking to her, assuming I called the right 016 number and telling her to meet us here and there, and talking and talking and then, suddenly, the voice burst through the line when I was done speaking, "Erm... You got the wrong number. This is Kero's mum here." And I went (in my head WTF DID I JUST DO?!) blank. What? You were expecting worse? Oh, come on, you know me better than that : P

Best Catfight of 2008
... Needless to say, this category is empty because I don't think I fought with anyone this term. What? Okay, fine, so I'll give an award to catfights I've witnessed. Best would definitely go TO THE CATS OUTSIDE MY ROOF, BRAWLING ON A RAINY NIGHT. No, I'm not joking. I was doing my flash work at that moment. : O

Okay, that episodes are done *wipes sweat*.
Now, 2008's favorites - I don't know if I should really decide on this.

Best Movie of 2008
... THE SPIRIT. DEFINITELY. I mean, I thought the Dark Knight was swell and all, but I love the artistry in The Spirit and its stupid funny inside jokes : D I mean, I want a happy 2008, people, not a depressing one D:

Best Song of 2008
I have two songs - Nana Kitade's Suicides Love Story and Daisuke Ono's Manatsu no Spica. I realized how much I really love these two songs released this year, that I instantly fell in love. I mean, I love Diamond Crevasse too but I don't think it's as much as my love for Suicides Love Story - This is one song I would still break down to tears trying to sing it at the end of it - It may not be everyone's cuppa tea but I simply hearts Nana's agony in this song. And yes, that song by Daisuke Ono is NOT ANIME-RELATED. But I hearts it. If I made an anime, I would DEFINITELY make that song my opening theme. (Actually, I always start writing one of my mangas with this song for some reason AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA) But I love this song. How can you not love Daisuke Ono? XD

Best Anime of 2008
Aiyor. This one would be hands-down victory for Code Geass R2. Lelouch said so : P I don't need to fangirl over it to tell you how AWESOME this anime is - Go and watch it for yourself : P

Best TV Series of 2008
... This one is hard. Real hard. I hardly watch anything, and it's a bit unfair, but who cares? I give it to Maou : D

And THAT is that.
: ) I don't think there's anymore I want to add.
Goodnight loves :)

-googoogajoob-

Okay, I have issues. IS THAT A CRIME?!?!
See, just when I thought this 6-year itch has already toned out and I had it all sorted out
THINGS NEVER TURN OUT THE WAY I PLANNED

RIN HAS EDITED HERE BECAUSE SHE DECIDED TO KEEP IT SILENT


I seriously need to slap myself. Like hard.

And I think I'm weird.
Because I looked at all the Korean young men and NOT OF THEM WERE GOODLOOKING but those who were married and in their 30s are freaking goodlooking and super hot (I have a fetish for suits)...
... Damn, I'm not just a lolicon, I'm also an obacon D: !

Okay, I'm done ranting.
I really, really want to sleep because chasing and herding 3,300 people in a small hall just to get them to be seated and listen to the next talk is NOT A FUN THING. I could've sworn I passed away last night after the day was done.
HEELS! ZOMG Let's not go to that part.

I'm off to watch the awesome Iron Chef AND GO TO SLEEP.
Andhopemyfeelingsdiewithitkthxbai

-googoogajoob-

Yes. My dedication to this wonderful place of education.
Here I give to you as to why I would burn it down.

( MY DEDICATION~! )
: D You know, I seriously am tempted to burn it down.
I won't be surprised if I do.
Neither will the people who know me well ; D They know what I am capable of.

-googoogajoob

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Eden (This is as ghei as I get) - Hatsune Joongie</div>
Yes.
This is just as ghei as I get.
I'm sorry, my Uke-san, I has failed you XD

I did this on random because:
a. My voice can't go cute today.
b. My voice can't even do normal today.
c. I can't do hit any high notes today in the right tone. This includes Hare Hare Yukai.
d. I was feeling high. Like Kite.
e. Muraki Lecter was being ghei with me XD

So yeah.
There goes my explanation.
On the side note : DD
My cute Possum darling is on Mandy's blog
Yup, world. That dog, that camwhore of a dog is my baby : D
And I hearts her.
No one in this world loves her more than I do : DD

On another note:
KERO AND WENJI.
... I regret a lot about the Ninjin Loves You Yeah song.
You guys are super high and mad XD

-googoogajoob-

No update probably for the next one week as I will be busy with CF and such.
*shakes fist* You guys will not miss me XD

( I SERIOUSLY WON'T RECOMMEND OPENING IT UNLESS YOU LIKE YAOI BUT IF LIKE YOU STILL WANT TO SEE IT THEN GO AHEAD CAUSE I ALREADY TOLD YOU AND LIKE NANANANANANAA YOU DONT WANT TO LISTEN SO LIKE NANANANANANANANA IT'S YOUR FAULT IF YOU BECOME COMPLETELY BLIND OR DIE FROM ANEMIA CAUSE LIKE NANANANANANANANA I DONT WANT TO SAY IT BUT I HAVE TO SO LIKE I TOLD YOU SO!!! )

See. I told you so.
This is exactly WHAT happens when I am seriously stressed from my FLASH WORK and like totally infatuated with the pairing 8018 to the point that I actually would fap to them listening to the POPOTAN song but I WON'T.

So like, yaaaar.
Screw it - it's a fucking sketch la : P You nak complain muscle form semua and 'perfect proportion' me, like GO AND TELL BT or CK or WC or even ZY that - AS IF LA THEY FUCKING CARE XD
I BUAT THIS BECAUSE I STRESS SO LIKE I CANT CARE ABOUT PROPORTIONS NOW CAN I?! XD

To my beloved Uke-chan, Yin-san
I'm sorry to have tainted your eyes. I shall draw more HC ones for you when I haz obtained Level 99 BL-ART.
And lol. My drawing sucks. B I T E  M E H

To my parents,
I'm sorreh mummeh and deddeh.
You sent your wonderfully ditzy daughter to this wonderfully wonderful college to hone her art skills and become a top designer and become rich and she has just wasted your monies by drawing BL like this so like I'M SORREH MUMMEH AND DEDDEH BUT I REALLY WANT TO BE A YAOI ARTIST!! XD;;;
... I'm kidding. Seriously.

For the rest of the world,
It's best that you don't know which pairing this is anyway.
Unless of course, you are reading the same manga and is going like HOMAIGOD I KNOW THAT PAIRING WATAFAK IS THAT BASTARD DOING ARGH RIN YOU HAVELIEKRUINEDMYLIFEANDMYSWEETPRECIOUSEYESOMAIGODRINIHATEYOUUUUUU
*cough*

And now I can FINALLY CONCENTRATE.
Back to Flash, yo.

-googoogajoob-
*status: Currently insane while bawling out KONAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYUUUUKEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH NEEEEEEEEHHHH at the top of her lungs, instead of screaming at mating cats on her rooftop.

My condolences to Ellie Wee over the passing of  her grandfather.
._. *hugs you*

-googoogajoob-

ずっとそばにいた
アイよりも近かった
すべてがひとつに暖かだった日

ずっとそばにいたかった
音楽も聞こえない
あなたから遠ざかる
蒼い　蒼い　蒼い旅路


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It's almost perfect.
It's almost completed.
But...
It's almost time.
I dread time ends faster than I expected.
(this feeling will soon come to pass, but keep it to yourself - all of them)

-googoogajoob-

Not like I don't have the heart to - It's a habit  =)

Everyone's got their own reasons to everything.
I have my own.

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I thought of severing myself from the world again.
But it's running away all over again.
Then again, this world's all pretty much fiction anyway - No one's really alive.

You can only trust yourself - and no one else.
; ) Make believe that people think they really know who you are.
But in reality, they're merely scratching the surface.

How uninspiring.

-googoogajoob-